Cheerleader!

I have officially decided I want to be a cheerleader! I am both excited and totally freaked out! It's gonna cost like  $800 bucks for the outfit, if I get in, plus $345 for the camp this sumner that I really want/need to go to.

I have so much I want to do. This summer is gonna be so hectic, I have plays to be in, and cheer camp, and goin' to my dads for a month, and babysittin' for money with Becca, and next year I want to be in drama club, and cheerleading, and swing choir, and orchestra. It's gonna be so hard, I am really glad I'm not in any sports. I couldn't handle it.

There is so much going on, and it's not all bad either. I kind of feel really good! Last night I had like my monthly breakdown with my mom. After that i feel mellow until something hypes me up. My brain doesn't feel so crowded anymore.

Gonna go now, lov you guys! Byebye! <3