Hyper! And not so confused.

Listen'n to Avril Lavigne, people have bad opinions of her, but it doesn't change that fact that she is a pretty good singer. Haha I am finding out that I can't sing and type at the same time very well. I end up typing the words I am singing instead of the ones that I want to type. I feel hyper right now. The world seems easier. I don't even mind that no one is commenting. HYPER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Austin and I are pretty normal. He has a new girlfriend, her name is Brenda. Not one of my favorite names but it does have it's charms. So we are back to friend status, no more. I feel like he used me as his in-between girl, like he manipulated my feelings for him so that he would always have a girl. But I don't think he means to do it. No matter what he is still my friend, I will stick by him. But I am not going to be his friends with benefits anymore, he will have to choose, and if he really does care about me the way I care about him then he will choose me. But until then I will always support him.

My sister and I got a letter from my grandmother in North Dakota, it was written on a grocery list paper. My grandmother is really weird. She also has horrible handwriting, my sister has to read it to me when she gets home so I can tell what it says. She gave me money! My family members from North Dakota often give me money, I don't know why but it is nice. She gave my sister a $50 check, and me a $25 check, I get less cus' I'm younger, I'm ok with that it's still money right?

Wow, I'm sorry, I haven't written this much about this many things in a while. Every since I got so obsessed with Austin. I am glad that's over, I mean, I'm not over him. I just don't feel so stressed about it. :) You guys gotta give me something to write about. Or else all your going to get is my daily reports on the random happenings of my life. Oh wait, that's why I have this blog. It gives me something to do, and a way to practice my typing. :D Haha, well I will leave you to ponder your many thoughts.