Finally

This week has felt so slow. Getting up every morning has been horrible, I just want to sleep. I'm so glad it's the weekend. Jeannette's gonna talk to her parents about hanging out again. And I'm babysitting tonight and tomorrow, tonight for Lindy, tomorrow for Ryan & Amanda. They are always trying to have me babysit for them, it's like a competition between them. They don't get along very well. One of them will call and make plans with me, then not even 10 minutes later the other will call and want to make plans. And since they are so busy being childish, they won't let me watch all the kids at once, which I do really easily. So I have to tell one of them no. It's ridiculous.

I just want to watch Merlin, and Doctor Who, and I want to play games on the computer, and hang out with Jeannette, and I want to be lazy....UGH!!!
There's just too much for me to do. I have to clean at home (like always), I have to babysit, I have to actually get up and do things. This is the weekend, I work hard all week and I'm tired. I work only 2 hours less than my mother, and I have to go to gym class, and wander about a high school each day. My mother sits at a computer, and files things. It's hard on her, but it's not as much physical labor as my life. I hate that I complain so much, but I can't help but feel upset that people need to do things so often. I love watching the kids, and I like getting paid, and I like leaving the house every once in  a while, but I'm tired of the ordeal of having to say no to one family and yes to another. I get called over on school nights to watch the kids too. I'm exhausted!!!!!