:'(

My grandma died today! I wanna scream, and cry and hit someone, I want someone to hug me that isn't part of my family. I want my friends to hug me....even my guy friend, not that he seems to care. it's a complicated relationship.

    I just wish someone knew how I felt. I have a huge family and none of them understand. I hate it. I want to be with Becca, and Court, and Allyssa, and Austin. I want to be with my family, outside of my family. Does that make any sense at all??????????? I am so upset I can't even cry......please tell me someone cares.