English muffin/ Ham & cheese Sandwhich.

Yep, that's what I'm eating. Yummmmmm.

Ok, so tonight I was supposed to spend the night at Coutrney's for the first time in months! And it gets cancelled because she has to babysit. I would totally offer to work with her just for fun, but her parents don't allow it. So now that those plans are shot, I have nothing fun to do. Staying home isn't as fun as it used to be..... I want to hang out with people, go to a party,  spend the night somewhere. But none of that is available. UGH!!!

Besides that life isn't too bad. I didn't fail anything today, and nothing was late. I played chess in the library with Summer during study hall. Dustin got a pass to play games for 15 min from his study hall teacher and instead of playing he watched us play while practically laying on me. I didn't shove him off cus' he was comfy, and he looked sad so I didn't wanna upset him. It was fun though, I beat Summer twice! I think I am getting semi good, but still am being really crappy at it. We barely know how to play so we mostly cheat and laugh.

We had a test in science but I am pretty sure I got at least a B. I hope. I didn't get into cheerleading like I wanted. And the way Becca acted after she found out she didn't get in either was really innapropriate and I don't feel like hanging out with her for a while. She started crying in her car on while I was getting dropped off. And when I tried to hug her she flipped at me. The next day she said she was sorry, but I know she didn't mean it. She wasn't even paying attention to me.

Sometimes I think Dustin might like me, he goes into the library basically every day that Summer and I play chess, and on the other days I have orchestra with him and he acts stupid so I will mess up my playing. We text all the time, and our conversations sometimes even make sense! :) I think I might like him back, but I can't be sure he does like me. He probably just thinks of me as a friend, I'm cool with that. Besides, I like not falling for him the way I did Aj, that was horrendous, I couldn't even breathe. With Dustin, things are calmer, it's great.

Imma go play Sim2 now, it's soooo much fun!!!!!!