Religious Pressure

I hate pressure, of any kind. But the kind that I get most from my family is religious pressure. None of them like that fact that I don't want to be a Christian, that I don't want to have a religion, so they practically shove it down my throat. My mom makes me be in christmas services at church, and she makes me take catecism classes, and since I told my aunt I didn't want to have a religion and I didn't like Christianity, all she does is talk about Gods miracles and how that's the way god made the world. She is always bringing it up, trying to be subtle. Talking about how she wishes my faith was stronger, and how having faith god my cousin this great job, not to mention when she talks about my other cousin that "lost her way" and now that she has regained her faith she is doing so much better.

I understand Christianity, and I understand the concept, and why it's appealing to people. But I don't beleive in it! And I am sick and tired of my family trying to force me into it!! It's my life! They just won't leave me alone, I hate when they bring up something religious, it makes me want to leave the building. They just don't get it, I don't want to beleive in God! I don't agree with his Bible. I don't want to always have to think about my sins, and whether I will go to hell or not, and how I can't say curse words. I would rather swear my ass off then go around hitting people when I get angry!!!!!!!!!!

Religious pressure, it sucks. And People Need To Learn To Mind Their Own Business When It Comes To My Beliefs.