Sick Day

I stayed home from school today, because I was histerical about having to go to school. I was up like 20 times last night and didn't get enough sleep. Not to mention the fact that I just plain felt like crap. Staying home today made me feel better.

My mom told me to clean, so I did, a little.... I picked up a ton of dirty clothes all over the house and put them in baskets, and now I am trying to stop being lazy long enough to go downstairs and wash them all. I really need to, I have no clean clothes for tomorrow.

Brin is staring at me right now, whilst laying on one of the baskets full of dirty clothes. She is a wierdo. My sister didn't have school today, so she bugged me a lot. But not really in the bad way, just in the annoying sisterly way. She made me grilled cheese, and then she left to hang out with friends.

I missed taking an important test today. And so I have to take it tomorrow. I'm just happy that I didn't have homework, I am much too lazy to do that. Just kidding, kinda.

Guess what? I'm getting confirmed, for those of you that might not know what that is, getting confirmed is when you are accepted into a church, and considered an adult member. I'm not a religious person, and if it was my choice I woulnd't have gone through confirmation at all. But my mom is making me, and since I am almost done with it, I won't complain. My mom made a deal with me, the same one she made with my sister when she was taking confirmation classes. After I am confirmed, I don't ever have to go to church again. But I have to take the classes, and at least learn about the religion. But I hate our religion(it's lutheranism by the way). I mean, I understand why other people enjoy it, and happily beleive in it. I just don't agree with it at all. I have nothing against Lutherans, or people of any religion. I mean, I could never be racist because I have friends of a ton of different religions, and heratiges. I love all people, as along as they are nice to me.

On a  related note, my confirmation is on the same day as my sister's graduation party. So we are going to shar one, I really don't care about what she does. But since this is such an important day for her, my dad is actually comming down to Nebraska to go to her party. The me graduating on the same day thing is just extra.

I'm kinda terrified of my dad comming to visit. He is so critical, and so is my stepmom, and so we have to clean the house completely, and I have have to be the perfect daughter. I am hoping that he won't meet any of my friends, that would be totally embarrassing. My dad isn't good at talking to me and my sister about things he doesn't like, he can't be subtle. So he usually ends up just blurting something out that is totally mean. Which is why I try not to give him anything to blurt out about. It's better for me if my dad doesn't know me.

I know lots of people would dissagree, but I really don't want my father to know about me. I give him a christmas list and I have to pray he will get something on it, because if he tries to buy me something he just "saw" that he thinks I will like, he is always wrong. Always. I asked him for specific books the year before last, and they were pretty cheap too, but he got me like 18 books from this huge series. They were about Judgement Day, and the end of the world, when all these kids got left behind because they didn't beleive in God. I haven't read a single one of them, I actually think I left them at my dad's.